I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore<br />I just know that I'm harder to console<br />I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me<br />But the key is a question of control<br /><br />Can you say what you're trying to play anyway<br />I just pay while you're breaking all the rules<br />All the signs that I find have been underlined<br />Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled<br /><br />All this running around, well it's getting me down<br />Just give me a pain that I'm used to<br />I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive<br />You just need to achieve something that rings true<br /><br />There's a hole in your soul like an animal<br />With no conscience, repentance unknown<br />Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise<br />Devils feed on the seeds that are sown<br /><br />I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real<br />No mistaking the faking, I care<br />With a prayer in the air I will leave it there<br />On a note full of hope not despair<br /><br />All this running around, well it's getting me down<br />Just give me a pain that I'm used to<br />I don't need to believe all the ...